Since we are
fully into the Christmas season, I have been rereading the biblical Christmas
accounts trying to make the events come to life in my mind, trying to
connect. Mary, Joseph, Elizabeth, Zechariah,
the shepherds, and the wise men, they are all real people like you and me. We should be able to relate to them.
I was reading in
Luke about when the angel, Gabriel, came to announce to Mary, “You’re pregnant!”
In
the sixth month of Elizabeth’s pregnancy, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth,
a town in Galilee, to a virgin pledged to be married to a man
named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. The
angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is
with you.”
Mary
was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might
be. But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have
found favor with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son,
and you are to call him Jesus. He will be great and will be
called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his
father David, and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants
forever; his kingdom will never end.”
I immediately
thought of when I discovered I was pregnant with my second son. The thoughts.
The feelings. The need I had for
God to give me the right perspective on this new life forming inside of
me. You see I was not expecting those
two pink lines to show up on the pregnancy test. I wasn’t planning on getting pregnant and
surely not this soon, 10 months after birthing my first son. The timing was not right. My body wasn’t ready, meaning I still hadn’t
lost the weight from the prior pregnancy.
Our job situations were not as we desired.
Kind of like
Mary, she wasn’t expecting an angel to appear to her and say, “Hey, I know this
is going to sound crazy and impossible, but you are going to have a baby and
not just any baby, but a baby that will grow to be a King who will reign
forever.” What does one say to
that?
I know all the
thoughts that raced through my head. One
of which was how can this be? I mean I
know how it happened, it just didn’t seem possible in that moment. But for Mary she really needed to know how this could happen, as she was not yet wed
and still a virgin.
“How will this
be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”
When I read the
account I have always imagined Mary asking Gabriel in a quiet, calm British
accent, “Um, excuse me sir, but how can this be?” I don’t know why this is the image in my mind,
perhaps it is due to how serene artists have portrayed her through the
centuries. As for the British accent, I
don’t know where that comes from. But I
have worked with teenagers for over 13 years and I can hardly believe one of
them would not freak out to discover they are pregnant. I mean at age 34 I was freaking out at the
news. Who wouldn’t? Having a baby is a big deal!
I can only
speculate as to how Mary responded in her thoughts and possibly aloud to
Gabriel as we only know for certain what was said by what has been recorded in
Luke 1. And it is her recorded response
that challenges me; “I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to
me be fulfilled.”
Basically, she accepts. She accepts the plans God has for her even if
they are unexpected and unplanned. She accepts
the plan that is going to be difficult and humiliating at times. I need to be like Marry and accept what God
requests of me.
So I wonder,
what is God asking of me, his highly favored one, that I must accept? What is God asking of you, his highly favored
one, that you must accept?
Do not be
afraid, for whatever God asks you to do it may be for the purpose of growing
the King in you.
May you enjoy
this song. May this me one of our prayers
this Christmas season, be born in me.
Thank you for this post! I'm so grateful you write and aren't afraid to be honest! Just what I needed to read/hear/reflect on today! Love the song too! :)
ReplyDeleteI'm glad. Thanks for the encouragement!
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